Missing my lover

Missing my lover 

Every moment I spend, 

A day without her by my side is like a having a leech that slowly sips away the blood from my veins

As I turn side to side...

Wandering everywhere to places we used to hang out with

But still I couldn't find her anywhere 

No matter how hard I try to reach out for her in the light

Calling her name as tears reflecting the bitterness of the skies above my never ending sorrows

Time is indeed cruel..

I can only wait and wait for the right moment 

Until the last breathe I could muster

Til the last ounce of strength I have 

And I could finally say to her 

How much I missed her

Her smile...

Her laugh...

Her tears of joy...

Her touch....

Her warmth...

Her happiness....

Her forever image that won't burn out in my mind 

The only one that could bring out the best of me

She alone can bring a thousand tears from my living self of total happiness

I miss her so much..My lover...

Hopeless, Euphoria, Loveless

Credits to the owner of the picture: chrno(minitokyo.net)


 

Love like no other can give

Hoping like there is no tomorrow

Feeling happy all the time

Touching the heavens with your bare hands

Giving it all to the other

Leaving nothing for yourself at all

Looking forward for a brighter future

Hoping that everything will go as planned

Not only for yourself 

But for the both of you

All ends as a happy ending

A fairy tale

A romance like no other

But reality bites you a hundredfold 

Piercing your heart with a thousand lances 

Grasping your heart

Holding it like a crumpled paper

With no escaping the pain

 Embracing it

Regretting every decisions that you made

A shock of vengeance flowing down your spine

Crying with tears filled with darkness

You can't speak your heart anymore

But words begins flowing out 

Losing your mind out 

Giving up hope and all other forms of euphoria

And you begin to think that

The ray of light has left you completely

 You wanted to stand up

But the pain keeps on holding you down

Frustrations...

Disappointments....

Anger....

Insanity....

 "Loveless"

Power

As my body falls down the ground

I still feel indestructible on the inside

Unlimited Energy coursing through my veins

The feeling of being undefeated

But most of the time 

I may crawl

Unsure if I can reach you

To defeat you

Always losing my way around you

I may fall down again and again

I might not fight anymore

 But I will always come back 

Stronger than I can ever be

Striving to be the one

The one person I can be

To give my very best i everything I do

In anyway I can

Finding the best solution

The greatness within

The untouched potential that even I am unaware of

So just you wait and see

Because no matter how hard you try to escape

I will always come to you

To challenge you

To conquer every hurdle

I will always believe

In a fight called life

 

Back after a long journey

Hey guys It's good to be back blogging again after so many years of leaving my blog "Loveless". It's been a heck of a journey I've experienced in my life. Now Here I am, taking another step in my life and if I may say, It's going to be an adventurous, amazing soon to be a big leap in my life..

So let's get it on :3..

Picture owned by : doooody from minitokyo.net

This is not Goodbye..

Many years had passed by

Since the last time I saw your sweet and heartwarming smile

I gave up everything just to see it one last time

I've lost everything, even my dreams

Now here I am again

Crying

Missing you as every second of my time runs out

It's like I'm standing alone

Calling out for you

Wandering why you are not responding to anything I've been saying

I don't know anymore...

It's like I don't have a place in your heart

I asked myself

"Is this goodbye?"

Then suddenly tears run down my face

Tears that are unknown even to myself

You are there

Staring at me with coldness in your eyes

It's striking me with questions

 

"Are you giving up on me?."

"On us?"

"On everything we dreamed for?"

Then all of the sudden

A certain feeling tingling all over my body

Holding my tears back to where it came from

Slowly turning back time 

To where and when we had fall to each others arms

Slowly pacing back in time...

Where we don't even know how to fall in love

 Turning Back little by little..

Until such time 

I was standing under a moonlight

I saw you...

I smiled..

This is not Goodbye...

 

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