So many things left unsaid and done..
So many heartaches and problems yet unsolved
So many disguises and thoughts left hanging on the edge
All of these things, I carry on my shoulders..
But you run away from all of it..
I gave up my heart for you..
But you chose to trash it away like it was nothing...
I gave up my will just to see you smile..
Instead, you pushed me away like I was some dirt in your path
I told you everything that needs to be said..
But you sealed your heart for me not to enter..
What can I do?..
Instead to hope for the best and for the best to come..
My only wish is that..
I am not looking for false dreams
Because I will be devastated by betrayal of those I gave my everything..
I can only hope for an illusion of you by my side..
I can only wish for a delusion that we will be together..
But when I wake up from all of these..
I know what kind of pain will be waiting for me..
Betrayal is one thing..
But living a never ending emptiness is a lot worse than death..
sometimes they knew the things we felt inside but they prefer to ignore either than letting themselves be blamed..
ReplyDeleteThat's the bad thing about the human nature.. It's either to save someone else or to save yourself.. -_- tsk tsk...
ReplyDeletemuch that we do not know of anyone, but we learned a lot from him ^_^
ReplyDeletetoo much love will kill you :D
ReplyDeleteNice info...i like this,,tank's for share
ReplyDelete@cahaya.. your right!.. we really have to control our emotions once in a while ^_^.. its for our own good..
ReplyDelete@b'art.. Thank you ^_^
sometime love is hurt. it's not easy to stand on that situation, but the best thing is move on. this is not your end, you will find your another love which give all of her faith to you...
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