Loveless: The End

"You once taught me how to love, and return the love you gave to me...
But you were also the one who completely took my heart away...
For how many years I've Felt such emptiness inside of me and here I am giving up, loosing the hope that was once who lighted up my spirit, that I might not be able to stand up again after loosing so much of you...
And now...
Here I am, maybe its tyime to take back what's rightfully mine and mine alone, never yours to begin with..
So go on with your life, forget he past, the memories, the bond that we shared together..
Cause I know I will find my only one someday..
It might be someone whose always be my side, the one whose always listening to my stupid stories about how my life started before I met you, how my life ended because I met you..
But as far as my heart can endure..
I was the only one who felt the need for her because I think of her as someone a part of my heart but for her, I was just another stranger passing by, waving "Hi" and "Goodbye", for no reason at all..Nothing else more..
The curse of being Loveless gives me the reason to live through, To experience love but love never even tried to have the reason for me..
I am willing to give up everything, even change my self just for her, every single part of me.. But fate has a way of fooling me, apart from being away from her, it is constantly tearing me apart eveytime I think of her..

And I ask myself...

Why? Why? Why?....