Loveless: Origin

Once there was a man,

Who was in love with a young maiden,

He was hopelessly drunk for love..

He found himself in a deep trance 

He gave his all, Never hesitating anything..

He tried to be perfect to the one he hoped to be with..

He rewrote his history just to be worthy to the one he wants to spend his life for eternity..

But in the end..

He was devastated by his own weakness...

He was betrayed by his own love,

Never been loved in return..

His ultimate sacrifice was wasted..

Never been able to taste the true meaning of love..

The fire that was once so great that it filled his burning soul became an iced cold heart, never to be opened again..

He shut his heart closed..

He closed his mind from the world..

He made people think that he is a cold person with no emotions left to share, he who doesn't care an inch of the world...

He chose to be isolated with nothing else around him except darkness...

Darkness gave him the name..

Loveless...

This song reminded me of the things I had forgotten in the past but will always be a part of my memory -_-...

-=Trap in the middle of a mystery=-

Is it just me or something is missing?


At some point of our life, we question ourselves as to why are we born in this land??
Do we have a mission? a calling? a goal? or we were born for nothing?


I realized this word called doubts that came across my mind lately because of the fact that I'm already a member of the society but still, I don't know why I was born.
It feels like I'm missing something important that I should be searching for but the question is...
What is that something that I'm missing in my life??


We are all given the choice to make for our lives, no one else could make that decision except yourself. At first, we dream, we make our target, we set a goal from the very start..
And as we head towards that certain goal, we stumble upon other things that hinder us from reaching that goal and all we could do is to face that reality in order for us to stay at the right track.
But what if we are led astray to another path??
Will it defeat our purpose for reaching our mission in life??


I've been reflecting almost every day in order to find that certain something that I'm missing in my life but it seems to me that it's a wasted effort because it doesn't rely on yourself alone. 
It relies entirely on the people around you.

The arrow that you shot from the moment you were born was certainly headed at the direction above..

Loveless: Emptiness

Angel's Grief

            Angels, winged beings believed to be messengers of god, servants of the divine. Beings that symbolizes light, fragility, purity and even sadness...
They say angels are beings that are granted with eternal happiness but as a matter of fact they are not, they are only granted a moment of happiness and a lifetime of memories...

And they are here amongst us.. Secretly hiding, pretending to be happy, swiftly enduring every pain they have to face in order for them to be free from grieve..

If you are to meet an angel, are you willing to give up everything just to be one of them??

Loveless: Consumed by darkness

~Have you ever thought of a feeling where in you almost gave everything but nothing in return is given back to you?...
It's not about repaying or receiving something in return but the mere thought of being cared for is the only thing you could ask...nothing more, nothing less..
But it seems that life has a way of saying to us that not all the things in life can go in your own way, your own desires..Just plain nothing..~


Is it too much to ask for simple things in life??
Is it too much to ask for a single word coming out from that person's mouth??
I really thought that everything would be alright..
That everything happens for a purpose..but it seems to me that everything else is nothing but pure trash..

It's really hard to control your own personal emotions especially when that something triggers your mind to the extent of blowing yourself up...

All I'm asking...

Is you...