Darkness..

~A darkened Life~

I'm sorry, but it is really difficult for us to be together..

I'm sorry that I hurt your feelings but this is the best I could think of for the both of us..

I'm sorry... I'm sorry

But I really did love you from the deepest chambers of my heart...

As I walk towards my end, 

completely blinded by the pain that binds me completely..

The pain that is aching inside of me..

As these lines whispers through my ears,

" I'm sorry but I love you"

I want to cry my heart out, 

but tears just won't come out..

I want to stop at the very moment of my life,

but my feelings are too strong to overcome..

I don't want to loose all the hope I can gather,

but the pain is slowly killing me from within..

The moment I stop walking,

will be the very moment that I would stop loving you..

So I walk endlessly,

without thinking anything else, except my love for you..

Even if my feet hurts..

Even if my vision blurs..

Even if my mind has gone empty..
Even if the entire life energy I have has gone away...

I won't stop...

Til Death itself comes to me..

Loveless: Death

Angel's Grief

            Angels, winged beings believed to be messengers of god, servants of the divine. Beings that symbolizes light, fragility, purity and even sadness...
They say angels are beings that are granted with eternal happiness but as a matter of fact they are not, they are only granted a moment of happiness and a lifetime of memories...

And they are here amongst us.. Secretly hiding, pretending to be happy, swiftly enduring every pain they have to face in order for them to be free from grieve..

If you are to meet an angel, are you willing to give up everything just to be one of them??