Back after a long journey

Hey guys It's good to be back blogging again after so many years of leaving my blog "Loveless". It's been a heck of a journey I've experienced in my life. Now Here I am, taking another step in my life and if I may say, It's going to be an adventurous, amazing soon to be a big leap in my life..

So let's get it on :3..

Picture owned by : doooody from minitokyo.net

Wordless wednesday #6

DESCRIBE?.. o_0 HAHA

Just Saying #2

Why is it generation gap is really a big difference in terms of culture, tradition and the way people think nowadays?..

Example, kids from today's generation are more happy playing with their gadgets(laptops, computers, console games) rather than playing outside with children of the same age. It's like they are wasting their childhood moments, dreams and really, lack of exercises as a kid would really effect your health when you grow up into adulthood (trust me, it's really a nightmare). I really can't understand because of the fact that I grew up in a normal way and played the gadgets at the right time and right age wherein it won't invoke my daily life and activities.

Another good example would be people tend to use all their energy and attention at stupid things like an issue at the television that has no sense or nonsense at all. Why not instead focus their attention at important things like the status of our country, the problems of people and the goverment?. I know enetertainment nowadays are capturing the minds of young people but didn't they know that their country is on the verge of breaking down?.. Well just saying ^_^

Just another random post, no arguements, debates here. Just ranting random thoughts :) teeeheee

Food is Life

 "Food is the blessing of nature" - From the famous anime character Toriko

 

Food!,  Food!,  Food!,  Food!,  Food!,  

hehe.. Why is it so hard to go on diet?, to resist eating?.. Well, food is life, if you deprive yourself by not eating because you are afraid to destroy your figure, good luck on that. But for me and my girl, we just eat and eat because well, food is life.. hehe

Me and my girlfriend always have this principle regarding food that "We must always finish the food that's on our table, dont leave a single grain of rice because, it is basically nature's blessing", and one of our dreams is to travel the world and try the different kinds of food, culture and taste of people in different countries but unfortunately, it is still a fleeting dream for the both of us -_-(sigh).

Well, as life goes, we have to struggle to get what we want and hardwork will always lead to a dream come true.

Someday, somehow, we will pave our way to a place full of blessings of nature hehe...

Heartless: Sleepness Nights (8)

Sleepness Nights

It's been a week long since my tasteless slumber

I've tried everything I could to reach you

But still

You are so far away

I have mustered every ounce of strength I have 

To climb the walls around me

I have forgotten what is like to dream of you again

Here I am

Hoping that I will be free 

From your curse

From the chain that binds my feet

From the nightmare that you keep on engraving inside my mind

"What is it that you want from me?"

I asked in my pool of memories...

"I want to be free"

Just Saying #1

The whole world is pointing out that the one who controls the entire process of being human is the individual itself, but in my opinion, it is the world whose the one controlling the way people want to live.

I realize that the world would be a better place if the leaders of each country would prioritize its people rather than their own desires and needs. I don't have the right to complain or anything but I just thought how nice it would be if everything would just be in a proper and well thought process to avoid complicated conflicts that would ruin your life forever..

Just saying ^_^.. no arguments whatsoever here.. just plain random thinking..

Timeless..

The thought of being so worthless

At the time you are being needed

But you can't help but think that everything else is gone..

Then you are being left to ponder on a thought in the corner of your mind

Wondering...

If you could stand up once again to the challenges being given to you..

Chances are equal

It only depends on how you use those chances as weapons for battle

A battle you can either lose or win..

 

Only the strongest will survive..

An epic everlasting battle inside of you

Haunting you to the very last bone of your body

Trying and always be trying to get over the problems of life

Time will surely become an obstacle that you can never win

BELIEVE..

Behind every shadow there is something to expect

Beyond the limits and corners of hesitation deep within

And buried into the soul of a reckless heart

Lies a even greater spirit that can only be achieve by a fighter

Strength, power and honor are the words of wisdom to the eyes of a believer

To the eyes of the heart

"Believe in the eyes of the heart, for it will carve a way to the answer you seek"

 

Happy Go Lucky..

Isn't it nice just to sit around all day doing nothing?. ^_^..
Isn't it nice not to worry anything else except what kind of food are you going to eat next?.. lol..
Life is always busy and will always be..
So take time to relax and reflect because it will help you find the answer you seek..

Armor of the heart..

Shield my heart from all this pains sufferings, hatred, deceptions

Engrave a steadfast armor to protect my fragility

Lead me to a gate of eternal happiness

free me from all the darkness of this world

The heart is nothing more than a piece from a missing puzzle

waiting for a light to come to complete me,

to break these chains that entangled me,

isolated me from all the light of this world

The heart of a man is nothing without his armor

 That is why, it will continue to wither and decompose 

til nothing is left but an empty shell...

It will continue to struggle and fight it's hardest 

just to see through all this challenges in life

It will continue to fight til the end of time

Until someone will come to take away its nakedness

Clothe it with an armor forged with a hope that will last forever

An armor as thick as a dragon's scales

Hard as any metal

An aura as graceful and elegant than the god of war

The heart of a man will never be complete til that someone comes..

End of the month # 9

Wew looks like I missed a lot of "end of the month" issues here.
Well, what can I say?.. Life's been busy for me, from making a lot mistakes to learning from all of it is just too much to swallow. ^_^, but one things for sure..

Its fun to learn from all of these right?.. that's what life is all about..
Learning and experiencing a lot of things even though some of those are very hard to take in. All you need to know is that, life is all about having some fun no matter how difficult things could get ^_^..

Great thing about these experiences is that, they come in small and big packages haha... Especially at your workplace where in you will be meeting a lot of people, from strangers to friends and from certain people to annoying ones that's for sure :).. I really wanted to emphasize these people because they are also considered as a factor that will be affecting your life and how your life's experiences would turn out to be something else.. hmmmmm I would like to call them as "Influences for life's improvement"..

Oh well.. Just another rant from me I think ^_^..

Note: This article is intended for the month of May :)

Heartless -=Night 5=-

As I see you in my dreams, always paving a way to reach a certain place..
You are there, trying to tell me a message..
A simple yet complicated kind of message..
I wonder why..


But you always remind me of shooting stars..
Appearing so gallantly, and disappears without a trace...
Like a sound of music trying to whisper through my heart


I ask myself..
"How many nights has it been since you told me you want me by your side?"..
"How many nights has it been since I last saw you hold my hand?"..


I reach to a certain point in my life that I kept on looking for the emptiness that I desire..

 

Will you be willing to wait for me?

I'm Poof!!!

Wew... 2 words.... I'm Poof!!!!...

Life for me is not easy as I thought it would be. Especially being a nurse. Okay this is another random rant from my personal life, So excuse my rantings here ^_^.. I'm sure everyone wants to talk a thing or two about their life on their blogs. hehe..

So anyways, Nurses here in our country is pretty sure rampant and very twisted because of the fact that we nurses have to graduate from a devastating 4 year college degree and after that we have to pass the gates of hell called the board exam. And no, our sacrifice doesn't stop there. Actually we have to earn experience as nurses in training (NO SALARY!!) before we can earn the title as staff nurses and guess what?.. Being a nurse in training is pretty tiresome because of the fact that we are giving our very best to pave our way of being a staff nurse but crazy as it seems. We are required to have so many trainings, attend a lot of seminar that exhaust us and by the minute we receive what we want, we are already what? 40 year old?. Lol Lol..

Oh well, the famous line we nurses always recite... "Love is service".. Lol.. I should really stop here hehehe.. well I just wanted to share it to every one especially to my fellow nurses out there who are experiencing the same situation as I am..

Good thing I have blog here, so I can really express what I can't in the real world.. ^_^..

Loveless by Rekazan

I just wanted to share this picture made by my best friend for me and my website entitled Loveless... ^_^

You can find some of his works here rekazan.deviantart.com/gallery


Try to read the inscription on the picture.. I'm sure you will really love it. You will really feel his sense of passion towards the people he loved and towards the person he will always remember as his special someone ^_^..

The Joker..

Jokes are not meant to hurt but to deliver laughs and smiles in our faces..
But sometimes, it seems to have a different effect to others and to the people around us. I don't even know why they tend to misinterpret jokes that aren't that intentional or anything.

Jokes are meant to hide your true self, forms and the shape of your personality.. But as much as u try to hide your own thoughts, it will be ten times harder to accept reality itself when time the comes for you. You were wrong to think that you could hide yourself forever in eternal bliss and fake happiness..

That is why you have to be yourself when you try to joke the people around you...

There are really certain persons in your life who could see through your disguise even if you really are a joker, who could see the emptiness and burdens that you tend to keep inside..

And you can only hope that they won't be affected by your own problems because as far as you can persevere through life. There is no one else you could rely on except yourself in the end..

Jokes are really nothing but words, but if you try to deepen your insight.. You would see it differently than others would..

Reality itself is speaking in your mind..

Wordless Wednesday # 10

Life is Limitless...

Source: http://darkroom.joachimbrink.com/2009/05/37-ain-soph-aur.html

Passage...

In every direction there is always light..

You just got to find the effort to make through every path of your life..

Greatness is within each and every one of us..

Shivering Skies..

I ran away from every little things..
I lost sight of what is important to me..
I gave every inch of hope that is used to be my strength..
I ran away from life..
I ran away from love..
And most of all..
I ran away from all the rotten things life has gave to me..

But I never lost anything..
The irony of life stunned me.. Almost as if I was just a ghost from the very start..
Something that has been predicted before there is even an beginning..

I only wished for my existence to be felt..
But it never occurred to anyone else...
The only trace left was the scent of blue roses burning, left to wither, never to be touched again..

The feeling of being important to the person you want is too much to ask, that is why there's nothing left at the end of the road except the word... Detour...
It's like you've reached the end of your goal.. Never seeking what is beyond it.
Feeling contented and satisfied of everything..
Deserving what is right for you.. Deserving what is best for the both of you.. 

~Gift From My Love~

 

One look in your eyes is all I need

One strand of your hair is all that's needed

And a thousands of unexplained phenomenon 

That's been bugging me 

Every time our paths intertwined...

A key to mend your broken..

A key to open the chambers of your heart

A pendant of everlasting Love...

I got to say that I'm very lucky to receive such gifts from my love. This picture was taken last Feb 14, during valentines day, But I didn't have the luxury to entry it in my blog :P.. 

Time..

I feel so disoriented right now. I didn't even realize that we're already on the month of love.. :)... Hmmm Time really flies so fast when you are enjoying yourself ^_^...

So how's everyone doing right now?.. What are your plans on Valentines day?.. Or do you even have a date on Valentines?.. haha.. People nowadays are crazy over heels on having a date during the season of love... Is it wrong to spend Valentines alone?.. or with family? or with friends? because really, it's just a matter of how you are going to spend the occasion, not on finding a date or anything like that. Cupid will find the way for you, that's for sure.

Love will find you, so don't try to force love, just be patient about it coz you will be surprised what will be in store for you in the future.. hehe just a little random advice from me (loveless) lol...

I shouldn't be giving you advices when the name of my blog is loveless right?.. haha.. well anyways, I hope you all know the true meaning of my blog and meaning behind loveless because it's not about the literal meaning but the truth behind every love stories and chapters of our lives ^_^...

I wish you all the love you will need this month of love...