Teardrops on Christmas

Today is Christmas eve..

I know the feeling, that certain feeling..

Where you always try to look around every corners of the streets..

Trying to look for something worthwhile..

I couldn't face the facts that Christmas is already here

But you are not..

Every time I open each and every presents I have..

I think of you..

Each time I pray and forget the thoughts of you..

You stare at me blankly in my open mind..

I don't remember when was the last time we spend Christmas together

But I always remember your smile

Every time you look above the skies 

During the cold nights when we were together..

Christmas may not be as it was before..

But your words will always be with me

Engraved in my heart

"Merry Christmas...My Love"

~Christmas: A season we can never forget~

Christmas is in the air...
Every where I go..
I see lights, the atmosphere of the holiday season
I hear songs filled with joy..

But here I am, so stressed out because of the unexpected things that occurred recently in my life, but still, we have to continue pushing forward especially this Christmas ^_^, where in there are a lot of foods!! lols.. Wish you all the best everyone!..

Happy Birthday Jesus Christ...

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!

End of The Month #5

This post is supposed to be written in the last day of November.. ^_^

Wew... I missed a lot of days thinking a lot of things, plus the hectic schedule I had last month..
Well anyways, last month was pretty much my dying month because of the fact that I had a lot of problems to solve on my own and pretty much how I dodge a huge bullet in front of me.

I had a lot of nightmares during the night and a lot of stressful scenarios during the day. How I withstand it?.. Simple.. I just simply eat, pray a lot and emote? ^_^.. Yes.. I've been very emotional lately, because of the fact that I had a lot of fights and misunderstandings with my girlfriend, I've been pushing myself to things I didn't know and worst part of it.. I loose all the pride that I had in myself and I have to regain it quickly because, well, I know pride is not a good thing but for me it's not completely bad either, it's just a matter of how you use it to yourself and to the people around you...

Even though last month was a very tiring month for me, but still I learned a lot from it.. The mistakes and errors that I have made me realize that some things are not meant to be no matter how much you try and try to gain that certain thing. There are what you call limits, a limit on how you give and gain trust with people, a limit on how you should love and receive love in return but one thing you should not put your limitations on.... The power of prayer and how you believe in your faith with your God.. :) ^_^ (:

Christmas is just right around the corner everyone ^_^ wish you all the best with your life...